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除了心痛...还是心痛

2010-02-09T06:15:00.000-08:00

今天，我好像可以体会到... 我前一个 post 的心情了。

做出的牺牲，竟然的到这样的回报.... T.T

自己一个人在厕所里哭了好久... 希望心情会有好转

不是每一句“对不起”，都能换来一句“没关系”

2010-02-08T21:29:00.000-08:00

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？” 于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起，我想我是真的累了。”男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起......多陪陪该珍惜的。生命诚可贵，有情价更高。

看了有什麽感觸嗎?
心疼?
傷心?

你現在可以選擇:::
1.)把它del...讓你的心繼續冷下去
2.)把他收在你的mail box...做個自私的人....
3.)把它轉載去給你的朋友...讓他們體會到什麽是愛..

2010 A Whole New Year ^^

2010-01-04T04:44:00.001-08:00

Hm.. after the Buddha camp, i spended my holidays with my whole family... with uncles, aunties them ^^ Every year, we will planed a Family Trip, last year we went to Cameron, then this year we go Pulau Pangkor ^^ ( last time i got mention abt it!) Er, the trip... for my age de cousins, will feel very funny... but for those aunties uncles... they just gambling, resting in hotel... damn boring...
And one more thing, next time dun take ferry at the peak season... the jetty was damn crowded until i cant tahan those Indian's SMELL... walau, wanna pengsan alr...T.T haha... just an advise lar, but if u guys love it, then i nth to say lo...^^

Next, after come back from Pangkor, YJ also come back to KL le... ^^ so happy... then we meet up at Leisure Mall... he brought me some presents that he bought at Singapore ^^ is a bear key chain, cute ^^ i dun dare to bring along it, bcoz i scare i will spoilt it... >.<
I feel sorry to him too... i cant celebrate his birthday with him... really sorry T.T Forgv me, okay?

New Year, okay lo... my uncle belanja us to Victoria station, i ordered a RIBEYE steak, that cost RM50.. per plate... really delicious...^^ didnt regret, haha...

Haiz... back to college lu... pressure again... >.< but i hv to fight for my future... or else, my parents wont let me study anymore.. GAMBATEH ^^

佛学营 12/12 ~ 15/12

2009-12-16T17:40:00.000-08:00

很快的, 上次跟大家提起过的佛学营, 在前天已经圆满结束... 哈哈! ^^ 谢谢每个义工, 小队辅的帮忙... 要不是你们, 这个营也不会顺利进行... 不过, 有几个小队辅还是弄到我们很头痛的 >.< 详细介绍一下这个营啦! 这个营, 由三个人来负责, 一个就是我咯, 再来就是林菲还有伟圣... 我的两位 partner ^^... 讲真的, 那些细节的东西, 都是他们两个做的... 我只是做表面功夫! haha... 纪律组... 或许是我够凶吧! before that, 我还不认识那个伟圣的咯... 相处久了, 才知道他也是跟我同一类的人... 我和我的partner 都合作愉快啦... 最没有问题的就是我们三个了... 不过睡觉问题就很严重 >.< 哈哈... 心知肚明啦！然后，谈谈小队辅还有义工... 还好啦！至少他们还容易相处... 都蛮听话的... 希望明年的营还会看到你们咯！你们真的很不错... ^^ 行堂的，你们洗碗的功夫应该有很大的进步了吧？haha... 不要埋怨啦，其实洗碗很好玩的... 只是你们不懂怎么玩罢了... hehe... 下次我教你们... 到了最后一天，无尽灯之夜，就是让营员表演给自己的父母看... 一开始的 stomp, 让我真的无话可说... haiz... 还有佛曲，手语都不错啦...　千手观音还好看点... 最后的加油歌，还救了整个场面... ^^ 算是圆满结束了！义工还有小队辅都有不想回家的感觉... 开始会想念整个营，还有认识到的新朋友... 没关系，明年再来过啦！我们的 gathering 到底几时才会有？>.<

你了解女孩吗？

2009-11-28T08:36:00.000-08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
　　
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，

她会很骄傲，

她会很冷淡，

她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?

请你张开你的耳朵，

也请你打开你的心，

去听她心里真正的呼唤，

而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

27 Nov 2009- Outdoor Activities ^^

2009-11-28T07:56:00.000-08:00

Melcome?? or Welcome?
Sel Mat?? haha.. funny words

See the Baby monkey?

This is the Paddy field

My uncle taking pic for his daughter

Dragon in a temple

Hm.. today is an memorable day... haha... my mum had went to a trip with her line dance frens... so, my sister and i, father.. are like birds that leave the cage... ^^ become Monster alr...

Thursday, my cousin come and stay with us... haiz.. i cant go Sunway with my college frens...T.T so dissapointed... and then b4 that, my mum de mood not good.. . so, i better stay at home and take care of my sis and cousin lu...>.< bek chek...

Next morning, means Friday... My uncle (cousin's father) bring us out for breakfast... then we decided to hv a one day trip to Kuala Selangor and Sekinchang... ^^ not bad, i like kampung life... so, after breakfast... we prepare to go out... and start our journey! First, we go Kuala Selangor, i was slept on the way to that place... so, cant remember what happen... when i wake up, we arrive a small hill... there're lots of Monkey ^^ suppose we go there and watch the beacon... but we're not allowed to go up... then we just watching those Monkeys... they are so clever, take foods from the tourist...haha

After that, continue our journey to Sekinchang.. see those paddy field... it's nice... like 一望无际... the field were different in colour... some light green, green... and some are yellow... ^^ beautiful... we took some pic.. but all in my uncles camera, cant post it up here...

Then, we go to a fish village... we watched how fisherman caught fish... and there are some ppl fishing there too ^^ Finally, we ate our dinner at there.. and then get back to KL... tired lo... ^^

My HiGhsChool PromNit3

2009-11-24T05:34:00.000-08:00

Finally, the prom passed alr... so Happy^^ act, the whole programme not bad.. dance, the buffet not bad too.. and then can gather with my secondary school frens... ^^ but kinda sad bcoz, some frens didnt go for that... >.< Anyway, that was a great nite, and YJ like the DJ so much.. haha... he wants to make fren with that DJ...

人生

2009-11-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

现在的我, 终于考完试了... 对成绩没什么信心咧... 怎么办? haiz... 明天等我的朋友考完physic paper, 我们就去 Times Square 走街, 看电影... 唱K...

上个星期,发生了很多事... 首先就是我生病到没办法讲话, 更加没有上学... >.< 可怜! 哈哈...
但是最近就是跟很多小学朋友重逢... 然后小学举办儿童节的当天, 回去了一下... 小学变了好多... 老师也不怎么认得我了...>.< 哈哈... 不过还好啦, 告诉他们自己的名字就记得了 ^^ 可惜, 很多想见的老师都没有见到... 好像我的乐队老师, 音乐老师... 哈哈, 以前都跟他们很熟的! 不过就是没有见到... 希望下次有机会可以再次见见他们...

上个星期二早上... 我上课上到一半, 我妈妈突然打电话给我... 平时她不会在这种时间打给我的, 就觉得奇怪... 接了电话, 才知道我的舅婆去世了... 听了, 很伤心... 因为我的亲戚从来都没有人"离开"我们... 这次是我十八年来, 第一次经历的... 所以很伤心... T.T 妈妈星期三就回太平了, 然后我, 我妹妹, 爸爸三个人星期四晚上开车回太平... 这次也是我第一次在这种 highway 驾车... 哈哈... 大概三个半小时后, 我们到了太平... 那时大概是十一点左右了... 也见了舅婆最后一面... 突然觉得, 人生真的很短... 上次新年看见她的时候, 还好好的... 还蒸年糕给我吃...>.< 就这样... 她就走了.... 杀那间, 很想哭 T.T 好啦, 人始终要离开这个世界的... 舅婆, 好走哦... 我们会记得您的!

好啦,这个就是我从上个星期到今天所发生的事情... 虽然没什么特别, 不过, 对我来说, 很有纪念价值.... ^^

-Vivian Vivian Vivian-

2009-10-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

T.T Vivian... pls study ar....exam coming liao... put more effort leh!! If not, u gonna die this time... okay??? PLS again... Study harder...

GaMbAt3H ^^

--->Orch3stRa<---

2009-10-04T06:49:00.000-07:00

haiz.. today, suppose to be Happy... coz i can go back to meet up with my secondary school frens... but, i really didnt feel happy at all... Dunno how to say >.< just, some personal problem...

My best fren had invited me to watch an Orchestra... at KL Pac... we meet up at 1pm, then we go hv our lunch at Mcd... 4 person eating... not bad lor, chat something abt school, then the prom nite... ^^ we eat until 2pm like that, then fetch my frens home, and then me and my best fren straight away go KL Pac... the show starts on 3pm...

Abt the orchestra.. not bad la... all the song is nice^^ I like the song-- Sway... my fren in that orchestra also.. playin Double Bass... happy to see him! I know that conductor... he teached me b4... when i was in primary school, he is a Japanese... a funny person.. and then i also saw my band teacher there too.. he taking saxophone...

That's all for today lu... not in good mood also.. so, enough lar...^^

MoonCak3 FeStiVal

2009-10-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday... i hv tuition in the morning... my mum had made two mooncakes for my student.. haha^^ so good to being my student! I end my tuition at 11am... then go back home lu... coz after that still got a Piano lesson... After finish teaching piano, we started to busy with tonite de BBQ things... prepare all those foods, drinks... mooncakes, fruits tarts... and so on... quite busy! This year de party held in my house.. so, need to clean the entire house...

5pm onwards... guest started to arrive liao^^ my aunt ar, uncle ar.. grandpa, grandma.. cousins...
and my mum also invite our neighbour too ^^.. so happy.. This year got bit special.. coz, my primary frens come my house too.. then we keng gai lor...but all taking nonsense only lar.. haha

❤ Lov3 ❤

2009-09-28T08:57:00.000-07:00

有人说。。
如果你不爱一个人，请放手，好让别人有机会爱他。。
有些东西。。你再喜欢也不会属于你的。。
有些东西。。你在留念也使总得放弃。。
（人生中有许多种爱 ♥ 但别让爱成为一种伤害）

当一个男人。。为一个女人哭了。。那说明他真的爱了。。
当一个女人。。为一个男人哭了。。那说明她真的放弃了。。
*****************************************************
不爱的人爱自己。。那是一种烦恼。。♥
爱的人也爱自己。。那是一种幸福。。♥
爱的人不爱自己。..那是一种痛苦。。♥
爱的人爱上别人。。那是一种心痛。。♥
对的时间遇上对的人。。那是一种缘分。。
错的时间遇上对的人。。那是一种遗憾。。
来不及说爱给爱自己的人。。那是一种错过。。

haha.. this one i copy from my fren's blog.... quite meaningful.. ^^ share with everyone here！

~佛學營~

2009-09-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

小隊輔們:

今年的佛學營要到了, 要過去幫忙的, 記得通知我和林菲. 哈哈... 日期大概是在十二月十二號到十五號! 暫定... 不過應該不會改了!( 有任何更改, 再另外宣佈咯...^^)

Finally.. My FaM!ly tRip --- Pulau Pangkor

2009-09-26T20:38:00.000-07:00

hehe.. after few months de discussion... we try before, Bukit Gambang, Langkawi... then finally, we choose our destination... Pulau Pangkor.. haha.. so happy with it...^^ Act, Pangkor very nice... and also a memorable place (for me lar.. coz of someone..)

Cant wait for it alr... ^^ the trip will start on 25 th of December until 27 th of December... sorry guys, cant celebrate Christmas with u all...>.< but 31 st i will be here alr... haha...

~ OuR n3w Fam!ly MemBer - IsaAc~

2009-09-23T07:18:00.000-07:00

I so happy today.. coz our family has a new member... that is a TOY POODLE... so cute... ^^ i like it so much.. but then, that's my uncle's dog, not mine....SAD!! T.T I love doggie so much, but my mum dislike.. so cant keep any dog as a pet in my house... NO DOGS... haiz...>.< (wat to do?)
Nvm,vivian... when u grown up, u can rear how much u like..kekeke..^^

^^ JoK3 FoR u GuyS--

2009-09-22T19:28:00.000-07:00

Malaysia "Ah Beng letter to Ah Lian" BROKEN ENGLISH!!

Dear Ah Lian,

Thanks for your letter. Wrong time no see you. How everything?

For me, I am quiet find.

You say in your letter your taukeh soh want you to chain your look? Somemore you must wear kick kok soo, hope you can wok properly. You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a softwhere company now. Last week, he take I, Muthu & few of his friend to May Nonut to eat a burglar. After that he take we all go to kalah ok. Muthu sing and sing no stop until the sky bright.

Next week, my father mother going to sellerbread 20 years annie wear sari. My father mother going to give a fist to all the kampong people. So you must come with your hole family.

I omly hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you and me. Better I e-meow you, you e-meow me.

I will ketchup with you soon. And when you got time, please few free to call me.

Goo bye...

Worm regard,

Ah Beng

--Korean FoOd--

2009-09-22T06:27:00.000-07:00

18-9-2009

Today, i had wait for long time liao.. haha.. so happy bcoz can go eat korean food with my college frens... ^^ Everybody hving their last test... physic... haha.. clever de me... drop my physic subject earlier... hehe

That day we end our class at 2.30pm... after biology lab, then we go the restaurant... First, zi yeong fetch carmen go back her hostel... i dunno what happen, why he want to fetch carmen back alr... haha... Fio, Xin li and Joanne sit one car, me and lemon one car... and then Zi yeong and Wen Liang one car... this time we drove 3 proton saga too^^ yeng~ While we waiting for Zi yeong, Zhi zhong phone us and told us that he cant make it bcoz he got something to do... cant finish it on time... act, i got bit dissapointed... coz cant go together >.<
But at the end, he also make it... but abit late lar... we finish liao they only come... haha, we so naughty, plan to call him pay for us...

Then ar, today i had hv lemon the answer lu...^^ know he cant wait for it alr... thanks for what u do for me^^ i like the poem that you post, thank you....

YuMmy.. High ClaSs DinNer ... @.@

2009-09-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hm.. today so pity, got class... and then want to go school earlier for study the stupid Pure Math...>.<>.< can conclude that, Malaysia's polis is useless and no 方向感!

Then, abt the high class dinner.. hv to thanks to my sister lar... haha... she get very good result in her ABRSM piano test, 140 mark, suppose a high distinction... so that mum bring us to "The Ship" as a celebration lu... so happy.. coz i like there de bread so much... ya, BREAD... very nice lar.. with butter... PERFECT!!! but then i ordered a rib eye steak... wow, that's delicious... really delicious... and when i cut the steak, still got blood come out... syiok... hahaha...

By the way, that day very tired, reach home jiu slp liao... haha... and then kena ppl scold...T.T (sorry lu^^)

--- OuR Swe3t TiMe--- ( 13/8/2009)

2009-08-13T04:47:00.000-07:00

3 sapo!! >.<( Fio, Xian Feng and Me!)
Xin Li... catch u^^

wow, Famous Amos... i like it...

the place we had our lunch!!

haha... today we hv a great time being together... ^^ so happy!! i love you guys... Fio, Soo, Joanne, Xin li, Xiao Feng, Yeong Jie, Zi yeong and another i dun know de.. paiseh...>.<

After class, we walk to our parking place... coz our car park together... 3 Proton Saga.. yeng!! haha.. Fio, Soo and me in one car, Zi yeong, yeong jie and their fren in one car... Joanne, xiao feng and xin li in one car.. ^^ and then... and then... after reach sungai wang, we meet infront Mcd... then Yeong jie them wanna buy some clothes... then the rest of us go NOSE... see see! haha... we had took a photo with sun glasses... keke...cool man!!

Okay, next... we go GasOnline... to hv our "lunch".... 3 pm.. hving "lunch"...hehe! then we keng gai keng gai... talk about college stuff... listen song^^ wait those guys ( they buy clothes really use lots of times.. like ladies!!) haha... then, we continue our plan, choeng k ^^

Wow, the room that xiao feng book... so big lor..! first time go into so big de k room... Thanks, Xiao Feng!! muackz... we sing lots of song lor... Yeong Jie also SOLO lor... ^^ then... some ppl sing without mic, some sing with mic.. take turns.. the feeling so good, i like it!

...^^ that's all for today, although got bit tired, but still happy...^^

~DinNeR tIm3 ^^

2009-08-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

haha... my mum..(wat a naughty me..keke)

me, my sister and my dad ^^ this one also... sisters...^^

Today we go Lot 10 to hv our dinner... just a Chinese Restaurant... er, i forgot what name alr.. haha..paiseh... >.<>.< haha

我的 "这几天" ^^

2009-08-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

9/8/2009

haha, today's my fren's birthday... so, he invited me to go out with him... he had asked me long time ago liao >.< pity pity...T.T okay, then we reach Mid Valley quite early... we had our breakfast at Coffee Bean...not bad, but very de expensive...After that, my fren reach liao, then we go watch G.I Joe... nice nice nice.. i like that movie! ^^ still got "Boom Boom Pow" lor.. so yeng! after finish our movie, we walk around Mid Valley for a while...

Okay, we planned to switch the place... we go Pavillion... haha... Coz my fren wanna treat us eat something expensive...( but then still sushi only...>.<) B4 that... YJ bring me go StarHill... since my others fren still jam-ing on the road... haha, this is the FIRST time i go StarHill...^^ so nice that place.. high class.. somemore romantic... we keep walking inside the mall... round and round, take photos... until my frens reach Pavillion... then only we go hv our SuShi... wow, whole day outside with my frens... this time also the first time i go out so long without following my parents.. keke ^^ (it's happy..haha)

10/8/2009

Today... o... i go eat lunch together with my college frens... haha.. with Fiorie, Soo, Joanne, Xin li, Xiao Feng, Zhi Zhong, Yeong Jie and Zi Yeong... ^^ the feeling not bad... so happy... we keng gai, then those guys playin with the CoKe...>.< zd...how old liao!!! hehe... btw.. I feel happy to be together with u guys... next time hang out ya?? ^^

Sn 10 K.. My ClasSMat3

2009-08-07T03:15:00.000-07:00

Haha, today we hv two experiment class... one is bio, and one is chem... here's the photos that we took today...^^

亲爱的~ ViViaN HsU

2009-08-05T07:38:00.000-07:00

歌手：徐若瑄专辑：vivi and
发现我们电话里常常沉默了
想看的电影也不在相同了
你的眼神虽然是温柔的
却想另一个人在面前那样陌生
如果我能穿着你最不喜欢的颜色
嘴里含着念你最不爱听的情歌
你能不能对我在冷漠一点呢
至少让我以为你不在爱我了
亲爱的为什么你还不敢承认呢
亲爱的我们都是脆弱的人
亲爱的听时间的话放开手
别感伤应该感动我最亲爱的

如果我能穿着你最不喜欢的颜色
嘴里含着你最不爱听的情歌
你能不能对我在冷漠一点呢
至少让我以为你不在爱我了
亲爱的为什么你还不敢承认呢
亲爱的我们都是脆弱的人
亲爱的别牵着没感觉的手
真的不怪你我太爱你才说不出口
亲爱的我也不相信心会疲倦的
亲爱的我们别再骗自己了
亲爱的听时间的话放开手
别感伤应该感动

我们都记得
相爱最诚实这一刻
对我说你不爱我
谁的泪都别留
如果能重来一次
请别再这样重爱我
我太辛苦就会忘了
爱终有慢慢变化时候

亲爱的为什么你还不敢承认呢
亲爱的我们都是脆弱的人
亲爱的别牵着没感觉的手
不怪你太爱你
才说不出口
亲爱的我也不相信心会疲倦的
亲爱的我们别再骗自己了
亲爱的听时间的话放开手
别感伤应该感动
我最亲爱的...

GP Pr3senTatIoN

2009-08-04T02:43:00.000-07:00

haha... today we hving presentation in GP class... this is the first time i see all ppl laugh so happily... ^^ My group soppose be the first group, but then our story is quite difficult to present as drama, so we did a last minute discussion... wahaha... we change the title from " The Prince and the Pauper" become " Beauty and the Dwarf"... the script is so funny... somemore got Million dollar Durian... haha... zd.... >.<

the most impressive group is Hadley's group... they presentation title is " Romeo and Juliet"... haha.. but i think got bit like "Sleeping Beauty"...haha...( when the moment Hadley lyin on the table)...

my We3kend... suffer, happy, tired... ^^

2009-08-03T03:45:00.000-07:00

First, talk abt Saturday... my tuition student called me last nite, she said she had a high fever so that she wanna canceled the tuition class... for me, is okay, and very happy too... haha... no need to wake up so early.. >.<>.< no choice, mar go lor... that place is located behind Leisure mall there... it's really a mountain... After reach there, then
we start to "jog"... owww.... i so regret to go there... i wanna cry liao... i cant believe that why i so stupid wanna follow them.... Okay, finally we "jog" to the top, then come down, goin home jor... I swear i wont go there again!!! (but except one ppl lar... i promise liao >.<)

SunDay...
today nth special lar... go swimming lor... then everning go PC fair...
haha... i wanna buy laptop... i want to change my laptop... SONY Vaio CS... not bad... i like white colour one... ^^

Tru3 LoVe

2009-07-31T09:56:00.000-07:00

When I first met you
I felt something was different
I knew you felt it too
But I didn't know how to handle it
It was something my heart, never knew
So I couldn't accept it

As time went by
I went along with it, but at the same time
I felt like I could fly
It was such a mystery to me
But I didn't care
I knew eventually that I would see

Now for the first time ever
You had opened my heart
Something no one else could do, and I mean never
It was such a wonderful start
To a path I never wanted to part
Wow, I thought, I want this forever

We were two wholes combined
The last link in a chained circleP
To a complete happiness together
It seemed as though our souls had rhymed
It was simply the best
I couldn't have imagined anything better

Although there were times when we would fight
It would always work out for the better
Because we were just so tight
Nothing could stop us, not distance or time
It was as though we were invincible
And I wanted your heart to always be mine

Our love was too true for each other
Even if we would split up
The love would always remain forever
I know they say what's meant to be, will be
But in my heart, I know you are the only one for me
You are my soul mate, my friend, and my lover

I love you, darling... and I always will.

Harry Potter >.<

2009-07-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

today is 30/7/2009... hehe... first time went out with my college friends... so happy...^^
With Yeong Jie, Carmen, Adeline and Mandy... we had planned to watch Harry Potter in KLCC...hehe...

Got one thing, i kena bomb dao... before that, i go and check on the cinema website... from the website, it wrote 3.20pm got one show... but then when we go buy on the spot, he told us onl y got 3.oopm de... walau... >.<... so angry that time!! haiz.. suan liao... we dun hv time to hv our lunch too... first time eat so rush... Carmen, Mandy and Adeline eat together, me and yeong jie eat Sushi King.. haha...
( When we eating at Sushi King, got one funny thing happen... yeong jie had took a plate of unagi... then after finish that, i put the plate to a side... then the one who sitting beside us help us to pay that plate... haha...shuang!!!) save $$

After that, rush into the cinema lor... we alr late... When that time in cinema, got two stupid and rude aunty had took our sits... then we ask politely, wanted them to change their place... they didnt do it somemore call us sit other side... wah... gek sei us alr... >.<

By the way, the movie is nice lor...^^ but i didnt watch until it finished... haha, nvm... but someone will tell me the story, right??? hehe...

I forgot to take pic today.. so...hm... next time lar... so happy today!! thanks guys...

Thai food..YumMy...=p

2009-07-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

This morning, i went swimming with my sister... at a club nearby our house...
haha.. i like swimming, so will be very excited on that moment... wakaka...^^
We spend one and a half hours in the pool... after that go home lo...

After reach home, mum call us to clean up our store room... wow, that place is so... so... messy! Oh, god... we start cleaning from 10am until 2pm... spend almost 3 hours there... after keeping, i feel very very tired alr... haiz... >.<
Once i finish moping the whole house... i go take bath.. coz really hot and sweat... haha...
Then, i go out with my parents... see sofa... haha... coz my mum wanna change the sofa...

Ohhh, finally... dinner time... i hungry for whole day alr... We decide to eat Thai food...
that place is awesome... so comfortable... hehehe... it is like half way of a hill, then got a lake that many many fishes inside... you can choose to catch yourself or the chef catch for you... lol... so funny... and then hor... the food is delicious too.. ^^ Next time i sure bring my fren together to that place... wakaka...

Transformers...

2009-06-25T21:38:00.000-07:00

Transformers, revenge or the Fallen....
This movie really nice... i love it so much, the cars... their fighting... wow, looks like real...
I had watched it yesterday, lots of ppl crowded around the cinema... like "people mountain, people sea"... haha...
There are some new autobots in this part two... i like the silver car so much... although i dunno what's his name... haiz... but nvm, i love that car, that's enough...^^ Some scene of this movie are quite funny... i wish to watch again... haha

Su Wan Birthday Party^^~ happi...

2009-06-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

20/6/2009, su wan invite us to her birthday...haha... i very happy, bcoz for me, is kind of gathering with my secondary school's frens... let me list out who's goin...

Edwin, Jing Hern, Wei Guo, Hou wen, Stephanie, Han Tian, Yi Cheng, Yu Hong, Jian Tian, Mei Ling... and one Primary school's fren... Jing Ling( now studyin A-level together with me in Tar)...

The party start at 6.30pm... so, i reach there abt 5.30pm, bcoz of my car, i spend more half hours in the work shop... haiz.. brek got problem! so new de car, brek alr got problem... haiyo!!!
when i reach su wan house, not everybody there yet, just some of them... they follow su wan's car. Okay, the party is like buffet style.. but the food not that much... just few, but still can eat lar... after all of us finish our buffet dinner, then we go inside the house and sing Karaoke.. haiz... we sing k very xia bai... 3~4 ppl, using one mic... haha... sure very funny when you see us...
We take about one and a half hours in singin songs... after that, everybody tired alr, gv others ppl sing... then all of us keng gai lo... Got some kids, su qun's frens... keep drinkin wine until they're drunk... make lots of noise... crying... haiz, i feel they so naif...

Er... we celebrate Father's Day and su wan, su qun Birthday together... some ppl try two kinds of cakes, some ppl like me just try one only...T.T
haha, after celebrate, i go home lo... around 10.30pm.... haiz, i hope to stay with them...we can chat lots of things... play games... haha... next time lar...

My college life..

2009-06-22T08:24:00.002-07:00

Haha, after i end up my work in Time's Square, i continue my study at Tar college...

Tar... not bad lar, but dun hv any friends at there... got also not very close,haiz... until now still finding some good fren... like carmen, grace... this two is most close to me de.. haha... next time only post their photo on... coz now everybody also busy studyin... Oops... forgot to tell you guys what course i taking.. i taking Cambridge A-level... science class...

After study in tar, my life got bit difference than b4... coz everyday travel from my house to tar, then from tar to home... sien, and tired also... so, when i reach home, sure slp for a while... then only go find my mum...

If anybody miss me just go Tar college find me lar... i will be hving class everyday... haha^^

*Holiday..>.<

2009-04-23T18:24:00.000-07:00

haha... today no work, so happy can stay at home... but not at all lar... coz i got something to do at DJH.. about the charity...T.T dun enough time to do lar...so pity... haiz... (but i think i can handle it...^^ haha)
Those Xiao Dui Fu ah, who free de faster go help lar, the charity held on 2nd of May... quite rush le... we planned to hv a Games stall, watever lar... just play games de... and we need ppl to decorate it.. we also need ppl to watch the stall on that day... haha... we hv 4 games leh...^^

...wat gonna do today? dunno... haiz... later want to buy present with Ling Fei... >.<
then after that, piano class again... hehe

2009-04-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

My 1st pOsT >,<..haha

2009-04-23T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hi, everyone.. i just sign up for this blog...so, still new... haha...
K, let me introduce myself...
My name Vivian Hsu, 18 for this year(2009), i just finished my secondary skul, going to college soon..haha
I like play piano, outside activities, watch movie, music, online and being friends with anyone...^^
Nice to meet everyone...